SUMEMER RAMBLE YAY

HELLOOOOOO SUMMER!!!!!!!

i am writing dis on my first day of summer vacation!!!!!! hooray! i finished my finals yesterday and GOD i am in so much awe ( ; _ ; ) junior year was by far. the weirdest. and FASTEST year of my life . WTF. it was the start of the 11th grade and the start of 2025 like no more than 4 months ago this is wild.

my finals. occurred. my first two ones were AWFUL. screw the english final where i panicked so hard i didnt write anything coherent for the first 20 mins god bless wtf is about to happen with my grade i have very very low expectations. but we BALL. the other ones went really good tho yay :D

beyond the obvious stress of senior year coming uip (all the dp essays i need to finish, uni applications, and my external exams…gulp) i am SOOOOOO EXCITED FOR SUMMER!

i have been joking a little about recovery summer being the funnest summers but lowkey im not even wrong. i hope i have a lot of fun! im going to try pushing myself to do a bunch of thangs and having lots of fun yay :3 this year… especially the first half… has been an emotional wreck and a half but im really looking forward to doing the most for myself this summer as well as having a bunch of fun :p

i cant believe senior year is coming up… i think after everything the realization is even more emotional >_< im proud of myself for making it this far and regardless of how scared i am about the next stages of my life, i'm really looking forward to it for a plethora of reasons…

i've put a lot of focus into just trying to live life on my own terms and appreciating the little things… i think i will try my hardest to have lots of fun even in the face of the soon-to-be challenges . tadaaaaaa

also, recently, i feel like i've been more into my interests than ever before… i am geeking out about yakuza and vkei a LOT lately so i hope to yap abt that on this site (blushes)

ok that is it im gonna finish working on this page and then my ykz shrine maybe